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Spoiled Milk (ft. AVANNA)

from Two Way Mirror by charcolor

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Would you have looked me in the eyes,
And whispered dreams of paradise?
In December I'd see my happy ending

I hide in your blanket every night
And write dreams where you'd been alright
Could you have been my happy ending?
Or was I only playing the fool again?

I wondered if when you kissed me
Your eyes were open shimmering with pity
I wondered if when I said "I love you"
You sipped on my venom and smiled through

Would you have emptied me out on the side of the road?
Like a worthless bottle of spoiled milk?
Would you have left me for dead on the side of the road?
If I lied for another year, would I have ever known?
Would you have thrown away your puppetry of love
As if I'd been a bottle of spoiled milk?
Would you have ever told me that I could never be enough?
Or did you throw it all away to keep me screaming in the dark?

I wrote another letter, hoping you would reply
And I poured myself another glass of spoiled milk

Would you have wanted the knife
To pierce deep through your spine?
Would you have wanted my smile
To spill more, more lies?

Would you have emptied me out on the side of the road?
Like a worthless bottle of spoiled milk?
Would you have left me for dead on the side of the road?
If I lied for another year, would I have ever known?
Would you have thrown away your puppetry of love
As if I had been a bottle of spoiled milk?
Would you have ever told me that I could never be enough?
Or did you throw it all away to keep me screaming in the dark?

Would it have been because it was the only way?
Would you have said "it's over" to my face?
Is it because you would have rather run away?
Or did the angels pry apart our hands knowing you couldn't stay?

Would you have wanted to tell me your goodbyes?
Would you have wanted me to have left you behind?
I wrote another letter, knowing you won't reply
And I poured myself another glass of spoiled milk

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from Two Way Mirror, released August 17, 2020

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22 ☆ they/it/he/she ☆ i try my best ☆ i'm lesbian
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