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Lalia (ft. GUMI English)

from Two Way Mirror by charcolor

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content warning:
internalized ableism
implied self harm
self hatred

lyrics

So lovely to be idiotic!
Once again, I never understand!
So lovely to be neurotic!
Once again, I'm full of dread!

So lovely, to be chaotic!
So lovely, to be your alien!
To live where my voice is wanted
Where the echoes are my friends!

And I'll shed another tear
And I'll hide another fear
And I'll wait another year
And I'll find another fear

La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
It's always just too good to be true!
A broken lucky charm like me
No way I'm any good for you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Oh, I knew I'd mess up this one too!
Give me one last look of pity
And I'll claw away one more part of me!

So lovely to be idiotic!
Once again, I never understand!
Oh, well, it's just so damn ironic
Never mind, you'd never comprehend

You normalities, don't you see you're one and the same?
You call me colorful, and then paint me into gray!
It's not my fault, you see, the skin's all broken up and red
I'd like to save myself, but there'd be nothing in my head!

La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
It's always just too good to be true!
A broken lucky charm like me
No way I'm any good for you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Oh, I knew I'd mess up this one too!
Tear away what I could've seen
Forget I ever wanted you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Maybe we're all afraid of the truth
A bleeding bad omen like me
Look away, before I curse you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Maybe everything was made for you
Tell me this world's too good for me
And we'll claw away one more part of me!

Ah, don't think I could give out much more
Ah, don't think I'd ever really known
Ah, don't think this world was made for
Clingy paws and endless hysteria
A constant stream of echolalia

La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
It's always just too good to be true!
A broken lucky charm like me
No way I'm any good for you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Oh, I knew I'd mess up this one too!
Tear away what I could've seen
Forget I ever wanted you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
Don't you see I've done it all for you?
Blunted down my fangs to your teeth
Dulled my claws to gently grasp for you!
La-li-la-li-la-li-la-lia
I'll be born again, and mirror you
Brand my brain from abnormality
And we'll claw away one last part of me!

Would you love me then, I wonder?
Would you take me then, I wonder?

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from Two Way Mirror, released August 17, 2020

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charcolor Rhode Island

22 ☆ they/it/he/she ☆ i try my best ☆ i'm lesbian
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