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eMISSion

by charcolor

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MICROWAVING THE BESTIE 00:59
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sixty seconds in the brine you're out of line, you're out of time i washed the walls with peroxide i made it sparkle, made it shine old milk clouding up your eyes your drooling tastes like lemon-lime swallow whole my fork and knife i hope you're ready to feel alive ♡ blinking, breathing, blinding bright binging on some petty crime bruising, breaking, brutish bites bestie, is it worth your life? gone for broke and bought some wine it's sure to keep me on this high "shouldn't you be working nights?" bestie, i would rather die! sixty seconds in the brine you're out of line, you're out of time i washed the walls with peroxide i made it sparkle, made it shine open up your bloated eyes your bleeding tastes like lemon-lime hold my silver fork and knife i hope you're ready to burn alive ♡
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IMISSU 02:27
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IMISSU back when you had any part of me bone tissue wrapped around my tender arteries IMISSU crafting all of my autonomy dye this truth in the color you had robbed from me miles from the timeline, here it looked like fawning lie to the choir how you're crying from its clawing smiling from inside what you call your "body" kindly deny the die deciding on your dawning angel, where'd you go? fate tells of its waning home IMISSU back when you had any part of me bone tissue wrapped around my tender arteries IMISSU crafting all of my autonomy dye this truth in the color you had robbed from me resurrection [MISSUMISSU] retribution [MISSUMISSU] resonation [MISSUMISSU] godly claws in holy judgement sinning, alluding, for this disposition bidding on devils to binge on your dissolution pitiful you, who had wanted to be human blissfully choose to accept the execution IMISSU back when you had any part of me bone tissue wrapped around my tender arteries IMISSU - who had never seen the scarring why amuse all the shadows that belonged to me? IMISSU and this superstitious fantasy white and blue, they would torture my eternity IMISSU and the color you had robbed from me
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buttons torn apart 02:19
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pull my eyes in with your fingers gone from the warm cloak of flesh can't you hear the tender whispers? cloaked in my godlessness escape the bitter light of day shattered pieces of me left behind puncture deep into my belly thought that i'd come here to die you're not coming back you're not coming back you're not coming back you're not coming back it's no comfort to know i might as well be you i can't see your arms stretched from across the room so hungry but not starving, can't get enough, can't find enough on the day i saw you dying can't get enough, can't find enough it won't end, this vicious dream when i touch myself i can't feel you it won't end, this vicious dream when i touch myself i can't feel you the ache of want, the right to life the only ones you satisfy and we fell, the bonds were weak for the shame we felt, my nails and teeth just to make me feel impotent all the simple needs of my flesh
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forbidden LIBRA 02:21
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don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me pink lemonade it was spilling from my veins strawberry cake it was written on your face what did you say? that i lost a little weight? was it worth the pain, to have seen my brittle hate? "i killed you" with konpeito dipped in blood don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me drinking champagne, when i never liked the taste hot fudge sundae won't you top it with disdain? disgusting! disgusting! i should've fucking known! this bubbling of muffling, it's gonna eat me whole! disgusting! disgusting! to keep my LIBRA low, i'll gut my dream and crush my teeth and now you'll never go! ♡ don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me don't look at me "i killed you" with konpeito dipped in blood i beg you - don't look at my flavored love
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HAHA IDK!! 02:25
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haha, well, i don't know i think that something broke yeah, yeah, well, i don't know i think it's getting cold i can't stop thinking about the way your voice sounds i really didn't want to start having to block you out somehow, it smells like cocoa that i sipped three years ago right now, i'm trying to choke and i don't wanna see the snow haha, well, i don't know i think that something broke yeah, yeah, well, i don't know i think it's getting cold haha, well, i don't know i think that red thing broke yeah, yeah, well, i don't know i think it's getting cold i'm leaving at three o'clock 'cause it can't see in the dark there was that gold i saw, but i think it's just the dawn i couldn't read what you left for me i couldn't see through the foggy street i couldn't read what you left for me i couldn't see through the foggy street ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know! ahaha, i don't know!
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unhuman 02:29
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empathy it's deafening they're threatening "you're dead to me" her effigy will dreadfully embed in me your reverie i died in july when they crystallized my eyes lie that i'm alive or they'll demonize my light here lies a useless star poor child, she tried so hard through her shine, it starts to dawn they couldn't find my human parts brutalized beauty marks sewn tight into open scars blooming iris, bruised with tar crucified unhuman heart empathy it's deafening they're threatening "you're dead to me" her effigy will dreadfully embed in me your reverie i died in july i died in july i died in july i died in july [crucified unhuman heart] i died in july i died in july i died in july i died in july [crucified unhuman heart] crucified unhuman heart unhuman heart

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an EP of 6 experimental noisy UTAU songs.

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released February 6, 2023

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charcolor Rhode Island

22 ☆ they/it/he/she ☆ i try my best ☆ i'm lesbian
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